Chemo.

What it makes me feel like?

Remember that scene in Breaking Dawn Part 1- where Bella dies? Edward keeps biting her to revive her, and she's screaming on the inside?

That's me. Screaming on the inside, waiting for all after-effects to go away, and for remission to get here already.

Have I told you how impatient i am?

Everything rests in God's hands right now, and I am just exhausted. I've been sleeping over 10 hours a night, sometimes with naps during the day, and am forcing water down my throat constantly.

I can't wait for a reflexology foot massage. Geez.